Mental blocks

I admit it.. i really admit it. I admit that i reach mental blocks again after just publishing a few articles. Yet the heart feel like wanna keep typing the keyboard like how i once liked it. Perhaps i have once again found something meaningful in my life again. Perhaps i have once again found the right channel to pour my heart content out as i love too.Perhaps i am one bird who wish to chipping now regardless there are listener or just the forest.

And i feel so alive writing it now (regardless what had happen in the morning).

Perhaps the biggest quest in a human life in this present is to find how to be themself full of abundance and happily. And i suppose it is not an easy journey. If there is another secret that i found out about humanity in this few years, that will be living a life thinking that is your dream life but the actual truth is you didn't even realise you never really like it. And that can be a real challenge in this life.

I couldn't said that my life are super good. I even hadn't reach the 1 million goal that i set up long time ago. Somehow i am just a bit more alive , more free and more smile. (anger is the only thing don't change much but it seem my days are gonna get better) . Its been a year or two since i had my real last laugh (a smile that sprang from the bottom of my heart). And so i think i am on my right path once again. A path of life and happiness (and only god will knows if i had make the right choice till the end of my life).