when one is less tolerate to others

Being sensitive to other people needs and tolerate can sometimes being the hardest thing of all. this is because everyone had a limited capacity in their own situation which no one else will ever know about it. in a very simple scenario , it will be like someone who is just graduate and already own a car . While the other graduate and rely on public transport to go anywhere (due to their own circumstances). let say, both of these two are working for the same company. when an incident/ event happen at another location,  the one with car can straight drive and reach there within 20 minutes. On the other hand, another one had to take 1 hour and 30 minute to reach the same location as there are no direct public transport to reach there directly.

i'm not sure whether others are aware about this, but it been quite some time since i was always being harass by those strangers (to be honest, i never work with them in the same company nor do i know them at all) . But the funniest part of all, they are always trying to manipulate me in order to accomplish something. they will go all the way to make sure i couldn't attend interviews as if that i sitting at home measuring floor will ever benefit them in some way. yeah, sure i gonna be another coach potato soon with peoplephobia symptom developing soon since i was actually harass by them for over a year or 2 by now. so it probably wise that i should said that " you are not my parents. why the heck you want to control me? " and that if you ever want to control anyone and rip them of their freedom, you can only do that to your own children. which when you know you will not do that to your own children, you don't even had any rights to do that to others who barely even know you.

although all these originate from an office politics that had once happen in one of the company i had used to work in. it is definitely driving me crazy as these people do not know what is the boundary of what can be do and what mustn't be do. to the point i do think that they no longer can differentiate what is right and what is wrong .  but i guess i was being naive , thinking everyone is mature enough to know what is the right thing to do. in case you do meet with such kind of people, do be very careful as they tend to spread off their psychology disorder issue and soon enough you will become the next carrier of psychology disorder spreading it to others you come in contact.      

I'm not sure why they love to try to threaten, harass and even attempt to control me . but they should really know now that i had no interest of living that kind of life ever. and i do held them responsible for causing me unable to hold on to my jobs and even attending interviews since starting from the past few years. although not everything happen during my working are all their fault, but they had fault for participating in it directly and indirectly.

i'm sorry to say that if such model of working world are being incorporate into kindergarden world. even the most healthiest child may grow up being partially impair. which is why some of us are being push to self-suicide. but i wasn't that lucky as i probably meant to live a long life with emotional abuse suffering all the way to my last breath if judging from my present situation.

one may wonder why i do wrote this again. as i have stated, sometimes blogging it out will help end this situation where i always felt i was being harass even when i am merely  going on shopping or taking public transport. funnily, this really did work out for me before.

* do note that not everyone will encounter such situation as this is probably personal karma and the other person wrong view which cause the problems.  as i believe the main reason they are doing this is because they wanted to hide some truth and hoping no one will ever discover it even after everyone long death.  i could be wrong on this but i do not see what make others will go all the way even at the expenses of using extra petrol except for in order to control more companies under their nose. but because i had once under such kind of people before, i do know that their work performance result are actually below those who don't resort to using such dirty tricks (the main reason why company always lose their profits from the inside). this is also why i no longer believe that anyone who play such politics such way are capable to create and also maintain profits of the company.

* whether i do blog this out or not, one sure things is they'll always attack me for the rest of my life.  till my last breath in this earth to be exact.  but probably no one else will know about it beside me and them.