phobia of bracelet being stolen

This is one of my latest phobia that i have recently developed due to an incident that happen long time ago. In my past, i had a book of mantra which i got it for free out of the merits of having connections with the buddhas. but one day, it went missing and just barely few weeks before that i do heard about rumors that someone attempt to steal my books and i thought what a nonsense. why do others wanna steal my book, some more it is free ??

Eventually the book did went missing. and i went through a lot of difficultty from times to times . and a weird thought that came to me, that they went photocopy it and distribute it among themselves. but i never got my book back again ever since the day it is lost.

after i quitted that company, it seem that i eventually manage to get another book that had the similar contents. but it is also about the time i had discover that all these years, they had been non-stop harrasing me. They do all sort of insignificant things that distress me and no one else really know about it. beside me and them. They talks about things that only those staff that work in that companies knows about (its suppose to be work related and we are not suppose to leak it out for others are not working there ). for an example, a small talk between you and another colleague whom only 2 of us suppose to know . or they can purposely said  "z" or "j" , she manage to do it. some name are common so it is not unusual to have such name pop up. but there are people whose name are so unique, you will not hear another one have that name for the next decade. and i alone have to bear their harrasments all the time  even until yesterday shopping. and thus it is like they are provoking me to spill out my past companies work . *thank god i wasn't holding something like bank account password otherwise those people will do even more cruel way for the sake of robbing other people money * what i been through is nothing more than office politics which those people are trying to monopoly that company . and also since then, from time to time, i heard kinda some people whose trying to take a look of what kind of item i am interested to buy so they can buy all and won't let me buy it. There are quite a few threatening stories they did threaten others which i believe not many people know about.

This time , i heard some kind of rumor that someone may try to steal my bracelet. i got a few bracelets but there is one i particularly minded if it is got stolen. This one is actually a sandalwood bracelet which i use to recite buddha mantra. and if it was stolen, it is not easy for me to get a new one unlike others.

*and there are rumors about people enter my house and change the inside contents of my bought prayer wheels with paper. this is something i cannot verify as i had not much indepth knowledge with the prayer wheel. but i eventually learn to make a few of my own prayer wheel version. yet it is not as convenient as those available in market as it is both mini and a lot more mantra can contain inside*

*practically saying i was still harrass by same gang of people everyday for the fifth year (for me all was started since the day someone is making a move to remove my team leader when i newly join in that time. and the management unable to really solve out this problem at all even until now as i write it). and there is a big possibilities that i will be continue harrass by them for the rest of my life. and this person i heard are still climbing the ladder in that company. *  

*and they will never be able to change the fact of the bad thing they had done to me. regardless how they try to cover the truth with something else. * and sometimes i am completely clueless when it comes to solving my own problem. This is one of the reasons that is blocking me to earn my wealth and having a peaceful life.to think that i may not get my peaceful life in future because of people who cannot distinguish between what is right and wrong, what is virtue and what is non-virtue action instead of natural calamities... but i had just merely decided that even if i make mistakes that will cost my life , i will not live a life under people like that for i had been through that last time.

*and if there are one thing one should know, that is one should be extremely beware of joining which company and the people in there. while most companies are perfectly normal and the worst consequences is either you resign or fired. there are some exceptions like the one i mention above. they intend to bring you down till the day you leave this world and still trying to let the world know that you are the bad guys here. but you know they did many things behind it. knowing such rotten people at times can ruin your life permanently (as how they have did it to mine).