Today as I watch the candle which I lit
inside a candle lantern. I came to an understanding of something I
had miss out back then at that time of what it mean to a person hope
and dream the person has. A lantern that was symbolically as
something that protect your inner dream flame or hope so that it can
continue lit the light until the entire candle purpose has been used
up.
When the first time I lit the candle, I
chooses a night spot where it seem to be in a good environment
placement and where doesn't look like as it will causes any disaster
. However, the timing I lit the lantern wasn't correct, it was pretty
soon later that we have to sleep and that either it was someone else
will had to blow off my candle light or myself do it. I chooses to
end it myself. Here it bring a message of your own dream, that
sometimes it can be disturb by wrong timing, other people or you
yourself had to terminate your own dream due to circumstances.
And then I attempt again , this time I
lit it much earlier. After awhile I came back, I realise the candle
light was off . It seem that this time the wind that act as obstacle
help turn off my candle light. It is quite unimangineable that wind
can reach my candle light even though the wall around is pretty high
and the candle was put around nice table at a corner with some pots
that helps to shield a bit the wind .
So I guess I do make wrong assumption,
that I never thought the wind that are blown in the sky can actually
touch the ground of my place even thought with so many plants that
help to act as a resistance to the wind.
So this time I decide to change the
lantern holder into one that protect from winds. And this time the
light of the candle lit very long and still litting as I am writing
here.
It was then here after awhile, I
realise one thing. I forget to use the correct lantern holder to
protect my own inner dream light. Perhaps I am still that naïve as I
always had . To me my dream is my own dream, why does somebody else
wanted to go destroy my dream when it is not related to them at all?
But the stangest thing are there are always different kind of people
with different kind of motives (I got a feeling that even at the end
of my life, I will still find it difficult to accept such reality
about human)such as being forced to, for survival story, greed,
ignorance, because you gave the impression that you are looking down
on them , because thats what they do and there are people who also
admit they hate losing, thats why they act on it and some even giving
a totally different stories from their actual intention.
So the stories here is about that I
admit my mistake that I had use the wrong candle lantern which causes
my own inner hope and dream easily wipe off by either people
(external obstacle), myself (inner obstacle)or nature wind (natural
circumstance) beside than the timing and where you put it
(foundation ) as well as the places had oxygen or Carbon dioksida
(purifying question). The purifying is another very important issue
which if you are not aware of it you will had a difficult moment of
recovering yourself from trauma. While oxygen and ingredient of
candle also stand for what nurture your dream to goes on.
Therefore, when you realise what your
inner dream really are to you , for some it may mean your business
reach another level, for some it maybe getting a position you wanted
, for some it maybe mean joining the university you wanted , for some
it may mean having a family or seeing your child growing up happily
and succesfully. Whatever your dream or inner hope are, do make sure
that you use the correct protective tools. It doesn't have to be very
complex. As long as it is efffective .
One advise that I always try to remind
others is that whatever method you use to protect your dream, do make
sure that your method are correct. Even if you manage to get the
ending result you hope for, as long as the process of getting the
result has err, there will always be some kind of retribution that
you have to pay along the way. For some, that one tiny act such as
making the wrong turn while driving can causes accidents.
And a final message in this article, if
you look carefully, you may found that there's more than one candle
light you are having in your life. Remember to make sure each of your
candle had right protection and do regular checking from time to
time. May your good dream and inner hope will continue lit till its
has completed.
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