time for reflection

The news of h1n1 still frighten a lot of people in this world, to the point i heard that a victim have commit suicide for the regrets of causing a school shut down because of the victim. While the other part of the world are too busy to learn how to survive in this world.

I guess i was really fortunate at this time, although i never really had a time when i do not encounter difficulties. but at the very least, the difficulty i encounter in my past , the very least is that i still had a place and still had a meal to survive. However, i do know that it is not forever.

Looking at the current situation, it is probably the first time in my years where there are so many trouble by financial difficulties and getting job issues. Maybe this is one lesson given by the circumstances, to let me aware that perhaps i have too slow in this few years to attain financial freedom. Perhaps, if i am able to reach financial freedm earlier, perhaps i can really help at least 1 person by now.
Or maybe it is a reminder that i should continue something that i have decided to do long time ago. Perhaps, if i continue with it, maybe i can really do something that will benefit a lot people in a larger scale in the future although no one can say for certain thing in future.

I guess i am taking this opportunity to thank those who have helped me although i had no idea whoever you all are. Thank you for showing me the light in your heart. Staring the next morning, I'll continue with my plan to generate extra income $_$

ps. Please do read the book "Secrets of the Millionaire Mind" by T.Harv Eker. This author had a very good point about the reason what make certain people sabotaging their own money. It is a very good book for those who need to understand why they are not making as much as they want and also those who are not able to keep as much as they want even though they earn a lot. :)